My Holiday Season this Year '10

It's Christmas season! Im having so much fun.
First, it is so sad being away from your friends for almost 2 weeks. Because I get used to it meeting, and being with them everyday and this vacation, I just cant but that's okay. Its just that i miss those people who made me smile each day. Second, my cousins came here in the Philippines and i get to be with them once again and it was so fun and they had some beers that night when they came.



Third, i wasn't able to complete the "Simbang Gabi" but we were able to go to church last Christmas eve and I really enjoyed the fireworks back then. Forth is that i get to have my bonding moments with the family including my 2 siblings abroad and i really felt so good. We laughed really hard through the phone.. hahahaha! But of course, there were time that I cried because of the problems I have and music helped me overcome those fears in me. Music makes me feel alright every time I'm down or when i want to give up. But problems are part of our lives so i just think positive and smile to cover those tears in me :)

And last but not the least, we celebrated the birth of Jesus Christ



and that is what's important about this Christmas. It's not just about the Christmas decorations you have or whether how big or small the gifts you received.. it's about how thankful are you to have your family and that you are all together welcoming Jesus. That is what i learned in my Christmas Experience. I really enjoyed it from the gifts to the memories and to the people I love who's always there for me. And to all of you out there reading my blog, i hope that you liked it and i hope that you too.. had fun with you Christmas Vacation :D

Too Much Too Strict

Well they are my parents. i can say that having strict parents may be good because they are telling you what is right and wrong and they are trying to protect you but it must be applied to kids like me at the right time. Yes im growing, im starting to change physically and emotionally well maybe that is because im starting to be a teenager. Of course i also want to be with my friends and try to hang out with them but what i hate is that i cant. Some of the reasons why they wont allow me is that i've been with my friends all day so am i not yet tired seeing their faces, i might be late of going out of school cuz i might have been talking with them for so long, and i cant go to my friends birthdays or some events because my parents say that if i get lost i dont know how to commute and go back home. But sometimes i also need to try to learn right?.. by trying it is like IMPOSSIBLE for me.Yeah, im jealous to my classmates cuz they get to be with their friends after school. :( . some of my friends say that how come i can take all this attitude of my parents being strict? and all i answer is "its ok, because soon this will be over when i get older". but what i really hate here is that i am not able to enjoy my teenage life. So now i just look at my friends and smile cuz im not with them even though deep inside me is im CRYING :'(

Crazy Moves

One of the things i like to do is dancing. I have loved music so i feel like putting some moves to it. When i was still young, me and my sister dance together with our friends without our parents knowing that i know how to make some moves :D so lets just keep it as a secret. But as i go to school, i tried to hide that talent cause i was shy so i prefer to be quiet about it. But as i watch some dance groups like Jabbawockeez, Beat Freakz.. i tried to do what they do so there, my love for dancing came back. I also like the way Michael Jackson moves because some looks so difficult but its just a simple move :D. Justin Bieber is also one i adore (even though some people i know hate him :( )cuz he is one of the young artists who have lots of talents and is a good example for some to show what they can and to believe that dreams do come true. They are some of the people I adore when it comes to dancing. Some of the moves i like are moonwalk, shuffling, glide, some popping, jerkin' and some hip hop dances. So who ever reads this, please lets just keep it a secret :D

Music as part of My Life

For me, music makes me happy. Whenever I'm alone or scared, i just think of any song to make me feel alright. there are so many kinds of music but i chose R&B because it sounds energetic and makes you feel the music and move. Some like pop, its just like R&B but its like more on high pitches :D. Music shows who i am and there will be a time that it will be hard for some to accept you for who you are. Music serves as my inspiration to study well cause when i got high grades, my parents allow me to buy song CD's :D and every time i have the chance to listen to my favorite songs, i really cherish that time. haha. And that is how music became a part of my life :D